Ask all you want.
Monday, April 30, 2007
 
Its just a feeling.
I've felt this before,
but rarely beating.
As fast as now.

I wonder how it
happened, hitting me
like a wall, a fit.
Unexpected swat.

You're driving me,
up and down.
Should escape see,
but you've got it.

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s
Monday, April 23, 2007
 
Its so hard
to be so close
and never
be so far.
Can't stand
this way,
never thought
this feeling
would wash
me over.
Overwhelmed
but so happy
I can't be away
but I have to
stay away.

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Word Vomits
Thursday, April 12, 2007
 
A little pathetic, just a touch needy.
Doesn't realize how much she has.
Love is all one wants, achieving this
How is it possible when it seems all
So. Hopeless.
Clumsy words, sweaty palms red
cheeks loud laughs. Nothing can be
said how it feels to be happy. To
know who's there and who is really
not. Going to be honest, Doesn't
get much better than I. Are you aware
of what you could have, of what you
do have?
Turn away and say it. I'm waiting here.
Always a friend or someone to lean on.
Sometimes its like under appreciation
but maybe its over reading, over analyzing
losing your grip.
Get over it stop spilling, just the words won't
stop. The feelings need to be expressed.
Self expression, self preservation selfishness.
I'll admit it insensitive and a bit too blunt
or too funny? Humor has turned from something
laughable to something suicidal, terrible,
bully. All in good fun.
I must say though, loyalty, honesty and
quite empathetic. And always there for whoever
it is. Really. Really. No one takes the offer of
a great friend though. Hope someone will realize.

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Nameless
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
 
Moonlight becomes
you,
Darling let it eat,
you.
Devour your tiny
soul,
Give it everything,
your all.
There is no chance,
of escape,
Feel the fear around
you,
Bathe in it, your senses
heightened.
Feral, stealthy, stalks
in the moonlight.
Moonlight becomes you.

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