What
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
 
When I was a little girl
I heard the stories about all the princes
and the knights in shining armor 
who knew it'd be this way.

Mommy never told me how it really is
Mommy never told me what heartbreak was

All I knew is I was waiting for that charming 
something
I knew he was coming for me
My knight, my prince, my everything

I remember dreaming about being swept away
to a castle, in a high high tower, hidden away
waiting for that true love's kiss
but

Mommy never told me how it really is
Mommy never told me what heartbreak was

Dreamin' bout that perfect boy, who'll sweep you off your feet
but he's never what you expect
I've met a lot of prince charmings and knights
I've had a lot of kisses and a lot of tears
because

Mommy never told me how it really is
Mommy never told me what heartbreak was

And now I know that love is tough, prince charmings
aren't so charming and knights can do what any other man can
but I know now that love is tough and Mommy told me
it was worth it, every second, every moment

Mommy never told me it would be the person you least expect
Mommy never told me how much you'd cry
Mommy never told me about the fights and the shoutin

But now that I've seen the prince charmings and the knights
I can see you clearly, you're the one for me
You're not what I saw as a little girl but you're the one
who swept me off my feet, made me feel like your princess
and took me to your castle and slipped that ring on my finger
cause

Mommy never told me how wonderful it really is
Mommy never told me what its like to find your true love

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Sometimes
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
 
There is that in between, go between -
When you doubt.
In between emotions, go between actions.
Unsure of what is to come -
What you want, what he wants.
There is that feeling of loss, of gaining -
Sometimes. Sometimes is what you thonk.
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Fading
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
 
When you're young and you hope,
You can't help but let it all go.
When you're full of faith - and dreams,
And you want it so bad,
You trust in nothing but your insides
And sometimes it comes out just the way you wanted.
But when you're older and you see,
You can't help but let it all go.
You're faith and your dreams,
You can't believe you wanted all of that.
And its all fading,
Everything you wanted.
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Sometimes
Saturday, February 21, 2009
 
Its like you want to end it.
Tumbling, scarring, dying -
In a way you had never imagined.
You want it, say goodbye.
Actually don't do that, end it -
Fast. Suprise. Quick. Unforgettable.
Make him care. Make it real.
Make it true.
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Numb
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
 
My surroundings mean nothing, to me they are bleak - dull - empty.
I am an empty shell, awaiting fate- but she passes by.
My surroundings envelope me, I am nothing and worthless.
A monstrosity passes by, I sit watching it. Bloodthirsty it passes me - at least it has a form, a shape... A purpose.
My surroundings change, as do I. But again, they are nothing, as am I.
A feeling passes. Feeling? What is that. I am numb, there is no such thing -
I am what everyone needs. It interrupts me.
The feeling does not pass me by, it picks me up and this time I do not change I am something else.
I am something I have never been before.
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Test
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
 
Just testing out e-mailing a blog post from my new phone!
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newborn
Monday, November 17, 2008
 
Just to imagine that little moment, that gasp and that pull could create something so new, so amazing. 
The belly swells and the love grows for that little heart that beats within you, you relish in the sweetness.
Swelling infinitely is not your size but your love, you know within your heart that whoever is there is your one and only love;
crying, wailing, newborn the sweetness bursts into life knowing you're there. 

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